first time blogging after a long time and hurray semester 1 is over! :) but then there’s so much stuff to do over the holidays and there’ll probably a flood of work during term 3, so i’m not really looking forward to those. but then there’s concert to look forward to :) it’s rgco batch 13’s first and last time performing at a RGCO concert. and for dizi batch 13, next year we’ll be having our first and last SYF. 4 years are just gonna pass in a flash. and this year is passing exceptionally fast. we had a CO dialogue session today, and i really realised that it’ll be concert in just a blink of an eye. and then sec 4s will be leaving. to be honest i’m not ready at all for concert. just can’t do this long chain of tuyins without getting stuck somewhere and then it just gets screwed up. can’t get the ganjue for any of the songs no matter what. i’ll need to work a lot harder in order to leave the DHS PAC without regrets. right now i’m quite thankful that i don’t have any solos, unlike yijing and val with their shicheng thing and da g nandao part. jiayou guys <3 you can do it. this dialogue session turned out to be quite useful, and made me think a lot about co. the fact that i’m tearing and getting emotional while typing this just shows how much i love rgco and that i just don’t want this amazing experience to end. and when we get to rj it just won’t be the same. but at the same time i’m also very confused about what to do. probably gonna need another long chat with jiemei soon. getting too emotional about this so i’ll just stop here.
not posting much recently cos everything’s a rant post :( my life sucks can. (privated everything)
PPAS TODAY I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT. SLACK TIME :D
is everyone ignoring me on purpose :’(
(via love-and-smiles)
wish this would drop from the sky and into my room x)
just realised my blog title is very long whoops. but i can’t think of anything else. so uncreative when it comes to stuff like this :b
i think i’m a horrible blogger, haven’t updated for so long. so i shall make this a super long post hehehehe :)
it’s friday already and i have no idea where my holidays went, like it passed so fast. had interaction with rico on wednesday, and i was like this little invisible awkward turtle around there. gosh. ice-breakers in the morning were so awkward, and the whacko was weird. but then the coolest thing was that i was in the same group as rachel yeo so that gave me the slow reaction person a lil more time to react when the people asked which rachel haha :) station games was just fail lahhhhh first station we couldn’t find the station master SIMON TANG haha and then the charades was so fail. then we got lost like tons of times, especially when we had to go to the CO theme park station. and our group can’t sing haha so off pitch :P then at the bucket station our groups leader was being super boss and solo-ed the entire thing. respect.
lunch was errrr not fantastic just sayin. but at least they bothered to order for us soooo
and then sectional interaction was really noisy haha and whacko was weird again. the horrible thing about having a common name pssh. and half the time i didn’t know who to call but dayna helped meee ;) at least they didn’t really know our names if not i surely get whacked like so many times haha. ri guys are so weird :/
and then prac. we basically only did longteng and jibengong which we haven’t done in such a long time. and the rico conductor is cool max. wayyy better than wls like the dynamics were so awesome for longteng, and it’s probably not the acoustics of their hall cuz our dynamics were never that awesome wherever we are haha. luckily they didn’t make us sit like in boy-girl-boy-girl arrangement. and so welfare is gonna start the wls campaign soon after seeing their standard at interaction and how quiet they are during dazu, except for some weird sheng guy who kept playing weird stuff haha :)
i think i’m going to die in jc. 3 years in a girl’s school and i become such an awkward turtle. and i take super long to open up. i realised that others have really really really very close friends and i’m just like friends/good friends with most people so i’m like forever alone most of the time grr. this has to change, stop being an invisible person.
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just read val’s blog and saw the part about not being able to replace sec 4s. and i remembered how wls singled me and dayna out on tuesday :( it really sucks. like how we see that every batch seems to replace the sec 4 batch effortlessly, but it seems that’s not going to be the case this year. not saying that my batch mates aren’t good enough. it’s probably just me. grrrrrr. stress stress. and there’s syf next year. i really don’t wanna let my seniors and the laoshis and my batchies or just anyone down :(
